smart man. I wish you the very best in life. I really mean that. I joined this club because of the people...... It wasn't because I figured I would make money or get rich. Hell, in reality the reverse happened but I get up every morning @ 3:35 a.m. and get ready for work and get home at around 5:00 p.m. I pay my child support and I try my very best to pay my bills. My wife is disabled and needs another back surgery. It is a REAL Pleasure & BLESSING if I can buy a $15.00 plus $1 for shipping worth of Train chips a Great member found for me at the convention. So, I guess my question is,,,,, Am I crazy or am I just trying to enjoy life while I can? You might be young and healthy and have a lot of years ahead of you. You might not have to worry about paying your bills or buying food for your family. I hope & pray you don't. I found out in January of 1992 my number could be up in a heart beat. Well, I give up and I hope you understand, You might be right, there might not be a convention next year, but if I am alive I will still be trying to get that damned ole Yellow Lion Head chip, the Tropicana $4 Drop Chip, and the Railroad Pass $5 chip!! To me this is the VERY BEST CLUB in the WORLD and I will be a Proud member till I am dead and gone!! I have some of the very best friends I could ever dream of having here. They have went out of their way to help me. I could NEVER repay each and everyone of them for their kindness and time. That is something you cannot BUY!! That is something you have to earn,,,, I have gotten some of the very best Snake, Train, etc. chips, strikes, tokens you can get from MY FRIENDS!! They have put up with me and helped me. That is a TRUE Friend!! I would trade that for any amount of money in the world. Money won't bring back my next breathe. I wish it would. I get so very tired of needing a good breathe. The Good Lord has a reason this hand was dealt,,,,, I am playing it the very best I can. I hope & pray you do the same. I Thank GOD everyday for what I have!! I am Blessed!! I have a Wonderful Family and the Very BEST FRIENDS in the WORLD!!!! I really wish you were one of them!! Have a great night, Mark