I don't post too often here, but I feel like I need to do this one. My grandfather was admitted to the hospital yesterday afternoon and he is not doing very well at all. My mother has told me it's just a matter of time before he goes. I feel horrible because I am many miles away and can't be with them. I am fortunate to have only lost one grandparent almost 20 years ago, but this one hurts worse because I can't say goodbye the way I'd like to. There's always a chance he can pull through somehow. All I can do is hope for a miracle.