So sorry to hear. She looks like she has a bit of Russian Blue in her. I have a Russian Blue at my side as I
write this. This is my second blue, as the first developed a large tumor behind her right eye. We had to have
her put down, so I feel your pain. Full grown man I am and yet I couldn't eat or feel good about anything
for a couple of days. Like with you, my blue stayed on my lap or at my side for many years before her sad
ending.
I remember saying " aww heck shes just a cat, get over it" but I was devestated. Now my second
blue is three years old and has all of the traits as my first. All cats have their own unique personalities,
but the russiain blue really imprints on their owners.

Again sorry for your loss.

J