I admire your attitude. I believe we have to make the best out the hand we are dealt. Personally I get up every morning and thank God for giving me another opportunity at life. I too would love to have a 50,000 dollar chip in my collection, but it would be a little bit ridiculous when I need to change the kitchen furniture. So I collect inexpensive $1 and $5 chips with an occasional 25 or 100 thrown in for good measure. I still get excited when the mailman leaves a package and to be true there are so many chips out there, my great grand kids won't finish my collection.
Keep at it and have a great day
chris bolton