This is the real point. A very good argument, but alas, my answer will only anger and slightly amuse some of you. With your umbrella argument you insinuate that getting wet is a bad thing. Depends on the circumstances. LIfe is so easily replacable and this is where we differ. I'll be you next time around if you like and you can be me. Death is not something to fear. This is not the only life you will live and death is not an end.

You want the tv and it's me or the tv, shoot me. I'm not afraid to die. I know that this will sound fool-hardy and crazy and incomprehensible to most all of you. some will understand it but not agree and some will agree.

It's not my job to slow them done. They are living their own live, if part of that is to take my life and try to understand at some point (or not) why they did it, so be it. This is the game of life I came to play, let's play and experience everything that we can TOGETHER. And you may not believe this, but you are in this together with the crooks and the the families and the friends, etc. We are all here together.

When I say you better come prepared, I say that because my girlfriend lives with the fears that some of you show and I am forced to placate her fears for now.