I dont care what your # is, it could be 1 for all i care. Does the # make you any different or better than anyone else. For example are you a better member than Andy Hughes, Jay Sands, Shoop or Greg Susong because your # is higher. I met them all at the convention this year and i find it hard to beleive they would act like you. It is like you are a little kid who says "if i cant get what i want i am taking my ball and going home".