a spider that big that wasn't plastic or safely encased behind glass (dead or alive)

I know they are "beneficial" for pest control, but being I don't have any trees, shrubs, flowers, plants, tomatos or bushes yet - or even a broom there to shoo it outside - it had to be exterminated for my personal mental health well-being . I know one thing... if I ever see a spider that big IN the house, I'll have to move.

I am deeply terrified of 3 things: needles, tornados and spiders... and poverty (ok... so 4) And being I have all my immunizations and the AZ climate doesn't generate tornados, facing my two greatest fears in a standoff in my garage (was dropping off a load from Home Depot) is more than I can bear