If it will ease your mind, it was not a death threat. Although it was serious enough to warrant leaving a message here about it and not returning to the board. Or trying not to.

I keep having to explain myself to people. I need not do that for your amusement.

If I haven't come clean enough then so be it. I will not be welcome on this board ever again. No matter what I do to fix the damage I have done. If I had a snowball's chance of getting back in to good graces then an explanation would be owed.

Since that is very unlikely to be the case I owe this board nothing anymore. I only left the beginning of this thread letter to make you all aware there are people far worse than me out there. And that you should be cautious in the future who you rant about.

Had it been a death threat I doubt seriously that SOME on this board would care. They would feel it was well deserved for my actions and wrong doing.

I certainly deserved some of the bad comments that were thrown in my face. But, not all of them. I would go into an explanation of which ones I did not deserve but, then it would continue this thread when I am just trying to finish things.

For clarification to the people who asked. I did something rather stupid. I got called on it. And was put in my place. I was ready to drop this all together and leave.

I got an E-mail that went far beyond just idle insults about myself.

I did say that I was not sure if it came from this board. It may have not.

But, I did feel genuine serious anxiety about it. Enough for me to feel that I need to make this board aware of it. But, I will not go into detail about it for the board's amusement. I wish to just drop the subject.

But, I have to return here again to clarify things yet again. It appears that some people are just not getting the message. It was an an unwelcome and disturbing E-mail. Leave it at that.

I have been staying relatively contained. If others would do the same and drop this then you all could go along your business peacefully without my having to comeback yet again.

And this matter would be over with.

Rick G.