My oldest baby isn't much of a baby anymore
I am a wreck as I plan dinner for dozens, can't decide what to wear and still have chips piled in every free space from the convention.

But I DID get the grass mowed this morning (again)- makes me miss all the Phoenix desert landscaping today .

She is moving to Phoenix to start college in August... I think I am supposed to be elated and proud, but then why am I feeling so sad?