Rene, Let me speak to you like a father would speak to his son. If you came to the trading session and did not know it was for trading only that would be an excuse and all of us would understand that. If someone told you it was OK to do this they were wrong. There are very many good collectors and dealers in your area. The people who are teaching you this business are not doing so good a job. You need to just look around you to find the successful people who work very hard to get a good name. They will help you to be successful. They know how to help if you just ask them. They have helped many others do this. If you do not understand something nobody will think less of you. We have all been in that situation. We ask questions. There is no such thing as a stupid question. There is a right way & a wrong way to do business. Somebody will tell you to always try to do things in the right way & somebody will tell you just don't get caught. If you always try to do things in the right way you can never be fearfull of anything.
Rich